BookReview- The Maze Runner

Finallyyyy read it and finished it! Perfectly in time too. It’s movie comes out day after tomorrow. (And STYLES is in it!!!!) I actually have a bit to say about it.

Which will have to wait until tmrw, cuz I am sleeeeepy. So I’ll try to update this post then. Be back laterrrr.
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THe Day of Ze Dun Dun Duuun/Despair

So. whats so special about today, and whats so brilliantly horrifying about tomorrow? hmm? no guesses? well.

Today is the twelvth of August. that makes is BKs anniveray. awwie ❤ shahzad uncle and her have been married for four years now, i think. how bootiful. (her word, not mine <3) Its so sweet to know prince charmings still exist in this world. and that she found hers and kept him held hostage for life. Hope she enjoys the special daaay~ She totally deserves it ^_^

aaaand when she called so i could wish her, i found out something that seems SO WEIRD to me. Ammar, dork, nerd, (yaoi? get anyone? anyone? no? kay. O1 joke..), and oblivious, that ammar, that ive known for the past three years, apparently wants to be an archetect (still cant spell it. LA LA LA.) AN ARCHETECT!! mhmm. which is weird cuz ive been leaning towards that for quite a while now. hmm. strangest think is, hes never said so, and hes like had this decided for the past two to three years. so yikes. cuz im just leaning towards it. i havent decided for sure, or anything like he has. that i admire. but hes never even TALKED about it before. even though weve talked aobut our futures and future dreams, and future careers loads of times. neverrr brought it up. huh. thats why i just find it so strange. it might be just me. and i never thought of ammar as an archetect before. ever. if someone asked me where hed be ten years from now, id easily say ‘Enriques wife.’ but jokes aside, second guess would be…i dont. a banker? no…an accountant maybe? yeah, ammard make a good accountant. he could also do something like Chuck (from Chuck. duh.). oh and i dont mean the whole spy thing. i was thinking a lot more along the lines of the Nerd Herd…he could be a used-computers salesman. maybe. naw, id just love to see him even just ATTEMPTING that xD hahahahaha. i can just picture it…him sweating and nervous with a tie…oh mah gosh…*gasp* breath ze, breaaathe…

ahem, so ive nearly killed myself laughing. and now, onwards to Dun Dun Duuuun news. news of despair. aww. =(

which is basically…The Result. The CIE O-level result =( nuooo. im too young to diiie~! i wanna liiiiiiive >x<  which which determines SO MUCH. and im terrified. so terrified that i cant sleep. meh. that NEVER happens. ive never been too scared to sleep before. ever. even before the Result of my Stats exam. but i know why its different today. it sunk in. it NEVER sinks in. basically, it feels like a dream, not REAL, not happeing. its like i cant deal with it, so my brains like ‘chill out ze, i got this.’ and then it proceeds to release thousands of endorphines and shiz making me super highish and in a dream like trance, really. Which is awesome when it comes to coping with all of it. i just cant handle stress, apparently. and its not like i stress out often either. buuut this sucks in the sense that when whatever-too-stressful-and-serious-to-deal-with is actually happening, im too carefree, and joking around and NOT taking it seriously at ALL. which can suck. like singing to yourself, bursting out laughing and stealing colorful paper in the exam hall of my first ever CIE exam. yeah. everyone did indeed think i was crazy (that part was awesome). and ammar had this look like ‘my gawd. she finally cracked’. it only made me laugh harder. so yeah. wohoo. handling stress. yup, i got it.

and tomorrow i get the Result to all that craziness >~< and all that craziness i wrote down on paper in MAY. exams. in the CIE exams. i still cant believe i have to face this. i cant believe its already HERE, to be faced. ugh. exams. they age us a lot faster than something like responserbileries (Rugrats anyone? yesh? congrats, you had a childhood~ no? i pity you.) ever will/would/can.

mhmm. freakedish about that. but after getting all this out, i think i can finally sorta go to sleep. i  AM sleepy. and my head hurts. i should wear my glasses more as im using the laptop all day… ‘stupid ze, i told you so~!’ damn you, brain, damn you.

well, its time to hit the hay. *yawn* (<btw, i legitly yawned there. the timing was just so perfect i had to put it down here.)

*poof*

-Ze

ps.
my brain is a completely diffferent entity in mah head. there are voices. theres me, and then theres Jimminy Cricket and then theres Brain/Brian (igore. google it. RIGHT now.). And thus the damn you brain line. talking to myself means i get to converse with all of these facets of the same personality. Maud. Frosty. Ze. Wattson. and others too. like Brian and Cricket, but to name a few.

i think ive scared yall, and possibly my family and future-self enough for one day. but i do have the best excuse ever to back it up (no, not my craziness.). i get my RESULT on the marrow. so yeah. crazy voices in my head? completely justified.

‘just dont tell them ive been here since you were 14 and alls good.’

thanks a lot, brain, for your veryyyy valuble input. *rolls eyse*

im gonna read myself to sleep to shut brain up now. and im hungry. wohoo. best combo ever. hunger, tiredness and sleepiness. yay.

id ramble on and on about beyblade but im waaay too tired. tomorrow or maybe a few days later? im counting on you to remember that, brain!

‘huh, what? sorry, i was busy deciding whether you want nutella on toast or nutella on a spoon.’

does it MATTER, brain?! nutellas nutella! so less with the chitty chatty, so we cant get on with the eaty eaty of the nutellaa!

‘point taken. alright, wrap this up, and then the feet will do their own thing and get you there. or you could fly. just saying. but itd be quicker if you just published this already. cant promise what might happen when the hunger kicks in and you just take off without publishing this post. might even be midsentence.’

what do you mean, midsentence? ive got the perseverence and determination and dedication to post all of this with a nice and proper sign off, a proper goodbye to anyone who reads this itty bitty bit of grapffiti on this wall. anyone who takes the time out of their life deserves a bit of grattitude for doing so and i for one intend to give them the full appreciation that they deserve. and even-

‘well, there go the legs. off we go. march. to that kitchen cabinet~!’

damn you, brain. damn you.
. . . . .
onwards to nutella~!

SUMMER START

oh GOOOSHHHHHH.

exams are OVAAAAHHH!

so i dont need no english vinglish shit goin down in mah life ne morez, yo.

no, i kinda do. that sentence almost killed me =P war is tough, even tougher as a grammar nazi. seriously. no joke.

okaaaaay. yeah. so i havent been upgrading this blahg  in atleast a couple of months…. that means ive got just SO MUCH to put here to bring things up to speed. phphphphhhh. (ie *exasperated motor sound*)

anywaaaaaayyyyys. before that, i think ive already run out of things to do and its only been three days so far. lalala….

yeah, today was particularly hard cuz i was creditless on my cell and couldnt text any of my friends. just as bad, the landline phone wasnt working either…and the internet was down. so i was basically i disconnected from civilization and society. and then i was “tutoring” my little PIA tripple I sister which made it feel as if i was isolated from intelligent life altogether.

mmmmm. that was my day =P

onwards to happier topics!

what is the FAVOURITE pass time of a student during finals, hmm? procrastinating and dreaming up ideas and ways to utilize aaallll that free time we get afterward, in the summer vacation. and so i made a little note in my cell phone of what i was gonna do, and here it is

(apparently i have just noticed that the semicolon/colon key is broken on my laptop that my dad had borrowed for a month…so dont blame me if there arent any of Zose here and all)

To do shit after CIE

watch pll, vd, chuck, zach and cody, batman, sherlock,

play pokemon, read manga,

reread the percy jackson series over, read the mark of athena, reread inheritance cycle, read crocodile tears, read game of thrones book 2 (?), read dan brown’s inferno,

learn french.

continue comics! *details that do not belong on the internet as they may be playgerized* start and complete mini series.

learn how to juggle! properly, this time!

Youtuuuube, awww yeaaaah! watch ALL of collabatsean, aaaalll.

so yeah. thats what i wrote. new things have been added and removed, course. but more on that later. i think ill try to update this now.

REMEMBER= its from the OLDEST to the NEWEST. so itd be like my mid term news and THEN my  spring break shit. (just an example, ill be doint it chronologically, the update that is.)

so yeaaaaah,

LETS TIME TRAVEL!

whoshwhewwhewwww *insert appropriately correct tardis sound here*

[for those who dont know, i am secretly-not-so-secretly a time lord and have time traveled in the past, present, and future before. its just that the human race is too stupid to believe me when i tell them so. siiiigh. afterall, the dr. in Dr. Grey I. Wattson isnt there for nothing, you know! not only is it for the PhD in philosophy but also THIS.]

 

School ReOpens =/ Winter Holidays Fin

bleh. school reopens, and that means i gotta get up early tomorrow morning. atleast theres one thing to look forward to: its colored. oh, yeah, i go to a private school so we’ve got to wear uniforms, but the terrible cold combined with the gas shortage (which means no operating heaters) enables us to wear our own warm kapray/ clothes =) yippeee. except ive got only one thick, long coat thats not fancy and its been seen by everyone already =/ pooh

my mom uncovered my gloves from when i was in third grade and they still fit me =) sure, theyre just a bit tight, but still fit ^_^ having tiny hands totally rocks ❤ im trying to come up with an awesome outfit for tomorrow. and i just did, but it involves my highest pair of heels, so i think ill wear it on Friday, which is a half day. but for now…God knows what i’ll wear. ill just leave it. whatever i see first thing in the morning, ill just wear that =P

awww, im gonna miss watching Chuck, sleeping, eating, drawing comics, reading manga, reading books, doing nothing, etc, alllll daaaayyy now. ugh. studying seriously T_T pshaw. oh yeah, i might even get my result tomorrow, so eeks to zat =O 

and and, my parents were invited to school tmrw to discuss some sorta debate related thing. maybe its cuz i wanna take part in the National under 17 tournament (as ive said before, i am 9 =P) well, there is that intrigue. especially since i happen to be free the time at which they called my parents so i can go spy and find out what its all about too. 

remember how i last posted about  scarf tying? well, today, i visited this awesome website and found totally new and unheard of ways (and some old ones too) to tie scarfs. tomorrow ill be showing off those tying skills by wearing a four-in-hand-ed scarf =P (not sure what to say after the four-in-hand part, since its not a knot =P )

huzzah, i have an outfit planned out! yaaay!

ok, now i gotta go do some lit reading as an act of having acknowledged that school is there in the morn. especially since no one did the lit hw (not too sure as to what it even was…), we/i might as well just do the meanings of the chapter we’ll be reading in class tomorrow. 

Ciao~

hope i stay awake in most of my classes, thats all i can hope for at this point! ^_^