Exam Prep/Freak Out/Past Paper Rage

Yeah, yeah, i know, i should be studying right now. and chill out, i AM. im doing physics MCQ past papers on Xtremepapers.com right now. so yeah.

but i am freaked. i mean, ive got the most important exams of my life in 6 days- wait, no its past midnight so technically five days. not like im counting. oh no. my friends do that for me. ‘only ___ days til our exams, like, ohmagooodddd!!’ you are not making the pressure any easier to deal with, oh dearest friends of mine -.-

so anyways, i was supposed to get my past paper booklets yesterday. i ordered them on sat, paid for 75% of them, and even had a witness. buuut, evil photocopier dude, LOST my order, and on top of that, FORGOT to print them out. so i was told to pick them up today. but, boy, did i freak out. i cried and cried, that theres only a week left, and the freakin loser just cost me a day of my prep time! grrr…but i finally got them today, so im feeling a loooot better about my prep, although im still freaking and ill tell you why.

one, im not a genius nor a nerd; im not adil nor a fiza. ive only started preparing for Bio. (theory is right after the atps.) and ive done math past papers sorta at my math tution. but otherwise, i havent studied shit seriously for physics, and i havent as yet TOUCHED chemistry. so im freaking out majorly about chemistry…

And Math. see, i havent practiced math in atleast a yr, since i got sir sohrab as my teacher, and im totally out of practice and my prep is literally less than one fourth the prep i had LAST year when i attended sir farid’s math tution and didnt even GIVE the exam last year…so very veryyy scared about even math. and i used to be better than adil at it too!! >.< aaarrrggghhhh

speaking of genius adil, i talked to his mom the day we were getting our mock results (were childhood friends;ive known him since 3rd grade) and shes going on how shes forcing a genius like adil to study 8 hours a day. lady, im not even studying 3! 3 hours, max, breaks included. im soooo scaaared =(

and and literature. i havent even ever once finished reading the entire wuthering heights. when i went off to the national debating thing, i missed loads of stuff, and havent really read up on what i missed. soo yeaaah. there shall always be apprehensive when it comes to the literarure exam, regardless of your mock grade (i got a 82%! the only one in class who got over 80! ME! and A!! =O) and prep, and grasp of the storyline/plot/ coursework, basically.

and then theres loaaads of nervousness when it comes down to the science subjects too..very much so…i hope i truly pray for atleast an A in physics so i dont have to regive it…

i hope and pray these cursed exams go well. then i can finally look forward to a whole summer vacation of nothingness and  , eventually, boredome. ah, but that boredome is still much more preffered over this evil evil exam time, no? =P

i cant wait for this stuff to end….

and i do promise, as soon as my exams end, ill update my blog. bring it up to speed. ill put all my wacko weirdo dreams up. ill add a bunch more of gahssip junk from the Lyla and co. group. and ill talk more about random shiz again =)

until then, toodles~

haha, toodles =P pathetic…

Later, Homies!

yeaaah, i know the ‘homies’ doesnt make it all that much cooler…=P


Distractions From Exams


exam time nearly, only two months left for prep- GOSH that still hasnt sunk in! and- secret, ssshhhh!- havent really…started all that prepping and studying and cramming quite yet =P =/=( which is obviously stupid and sucks.

there are just so many DISTRACTIONS! aaaaaaaaggghhhhh!! i mean, everything usually seems much more interesting during times when/while we are/should be studying. but seriously, theres PLL. then theres White Collar, that i have managed to put on hold for now. and then theres Jane by Design. but, im almost done with that. so thats good. its one of those shows that cancelled after the first season. so yeaaah.

but god, im just SO scared and stressed out over these exams even all my friends and  family think im so chill over it! first off, these are the most important exams ever for me, cuz this result goes on my college applications (..yale? let me in? pwease??) and all my job interviews. its just as important, if not more, as  my SATs!

And thus im not watching shows that ill get too sucked into. you know there are those that are interesting and then there are those that are suspenseful? well, theres a difference. and a huge difference for me. like, PLL is suspenseful, while white collar is just interesting. and something like Vampire Diaries (Daaamooooooon!) that im not even starting yet just cuz i know ill get sucked into it completely need and should be stopped (watched by me, that is.) so that i can finally start studying seriously!

I really should be studying now listening to pop danthology mash up 2012….but but its so good and i really like =P =(

oh well. what happens happens. (jo hona hai hojai! -jee karda =P singh is king.)

…now i feel like watching Dr. Who… im so bad. and failing.

oh and if your wondering about that lit test i mentioned yesterday, i totally failed. Wohoo =P




The Deceiving Tiny Thumbnail and Results Freakout

as i have been doing very expertly recently, ive been procrastinating a loooot now a days. im on an unexpected holiday, what do you want me to do? enjoy this while it lasts, since once i get busy again, ill post here less. but, ohz well =P

So was watching youtube videos agaaain…and i clicked on a video with  a cute guy in the thumbnail pic, and he is prettyyy cute =3 sure, its embarrassing that i actually started watching his videos just cuz i think hes cute, (deal with it, im just openly shallow that way =P 😉 ) but am i really the only one? im sure im not the first girl to do that =D admit it, someone out there has been doing this waaaay longer (and possibly sooner than i have.). and today was the first noticable, rememerable time too. though im sure ive done it before too, its just that whoevers videos they were were just not funny, or he turned out to be ugly, or just not as cute as i thought. Dont be deceived by the tiny thumbnail as i was! …and the dudes name is DamonFizzy, and he makes some pretty hilarious stuff =) now, id like to see what future-me has to say when she searches him on youtube 4 years later…thatd be interesting 😉

And i just watched the first two episodes of Pretty Little Liars S-II (season 2) and i love it. its just so interesting, and totally a teen drama. but usually it scares, and creeps me out when i watch it at night. i just get paranoid, cuz i over think things. bleh, but thats just me =P and i really wanted to watch season 2 as soon as i had finished one, but i my stupid biased internet wouldnt let me. so i couldnt and thus i didnt. (my parent would never let me watch something that wasnt rated ‘everyone’. im not even allowed to watch the simpsons. and my dad wont let me get Victorious (from nick) season 2 either -.- ) and so when it started working on fire fox, i watched two episodes, even though its night time. hee hee.

i got into a sorta fight with  my brother yesterday, and now were not talking. otherwise id force him to come protect me and id watch more. oh well. he got me angry, made me cry, but i dont even understand why i cried. in the end, i realized that im the only one that everrrr says sorry and puts it all behind us, pretending it never happened. he needs to learn to say sorry, even if its not his fault (not saying it isnt here). i mean, thats a pretty prominent reason why he doesnt have any friends. barely any. more on my poor lil bros life later. back to meee. i am, after all, the star of this blog =P i kid you not, i am not that self centered, and shallow =)

Oh, and this saturday (day after tomorrow) i am getting  my midterm result. and its a PTA (parent teacher attendance. thats what i call it, but its supposed to be a ptm, meeting. bleh. too mainstream =P jk, no, im so not a hipster ^_^ ). so now i freak out about my result, GET it with my parents behind me and peeking over my shoulder, and then get dissed by my teachers for being too distracted in class/doodling too much/ talking too much, and then come home to *sigh of relief, its all overrrr* oh wait its not! cuz  my parents shall now yell and lecture me, and send my off to a thousand tutions!! oh nooo! well- worst case scenario at least. i might have some hope after all =/

And then on Tuesday, i get my official cambridge result. eeeps. so scared about my stats result! soooo freaaaking ouuut!

…..aaaand i still havent finished my hws yet -.- most of them i have yet to start. huzzah, go me -___________-

anyways, ill just do ONE more descriptive post, cuz otherwise i wont tell it right, and then oooffff to bed! i cant wait. wait for me, my love! (the bed, obviously =P )

Frosty’s Chilling.

^you so did not see that coming. i know it. 😀